Tuesday, February 9, 2010

if i had to choose, what i win or lose


secretly i wonder.... =)
if i were to go
would you do that too?





lookie what i found!
this is specially dedicated to Cheyenne, Leila and Beatrice.
hehe.




GIRLFRIENDS,
are not toys,
not bedroom fantasies.
not humping silicon dummies.
not heartless creatures.
not punching bags.
GIRLFRIENDS,
do not deserve shit from guys.
do not deserve being called whores, sluts, bitches or bimbos.
do not want or need to hear guys go on and on and on about some other bitch.
do not need ego and anger thrown at them.
do not need to be replaced by someone else.
do not need to be dumped because guys need 'free time.'
do not need to lose her friends cause of some guy.
GIRLFRIENDS,
will never let you fall.
will forgive you no matter what.
will trust you over and over again.
will always be there for you.
will take in all the pain and heartache.
will give in to all your shit.
will mean 'forever' when they say it.


BOYFRIENDS,
can be all of the above.
BUT,
BOYFRIENDS,
are blind to the pain they cause.
are always thinking they are right.
and somehow,
are always
the ones coming back when they've done all the shit in the world.
and guess what?
girlfriends, are pretty much super dumb,
cause they're always taking them back.


-we know where we've been




Saturday, February 6, 2010

its always the past that makes things better



i took this just now..
teehee =)
i likey.
i had beads.
from long long time ago


I had nothing else better to do, so i was going through pictures. old, 2009 pictures, when the days were awesome.

i miss every moment of it.
and given a chance,
i think a few of us would wana go back there =)

and to think in 11 months, its all gona disappear.
and the everyday's wont be the same.
=(

i love you girls to bits yeah.
more than i'd love any guy.
and
yes,
im serious,
dont give me that look.
hehe.
=D


"a person who never made a mistake, never tried anything new."
- Albert Einstein

so i guess you were trying something new. =)

vanilla caramel cream

yesterday, after Vhi went home, i had like the worst migrain.. and i couldn't have dinner either.
i thought Starbucks would help.
so Bernard and i went to Starbucks.
and i still felt crappy.
but we laughed like crazy bitching about people and teachers.(or one teacher. =))
i was out with him till midnight then mama came. mama went out too.
so basically Bernard baby-sitted me =)
he's like the awesomest guy friend. i love him to bits.

today,
i realised that,
fuck, im a pretty revengeful person.
and i forgive,
but NEVER forget =)

doesnt mean shit saying too much
being quiet is ten times better =)


Thursday, February 4, 2010

a dash of.. familiar


this could be the end of everything,
so why dont we go
somewhere only we know

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

the 17th wish

my previous wishlist was so crazily over budget. i shall marry a rich dude and get him to buy me all the stuff.

you guys, =)

can get me...


a CONVERSE HANDBAG. not school bag yea.

stuff from Body Shop.

stuff from Top Shop.

oh! DO NOT get me accesories from Diva or Forever 21 or wherever. it'll turn black days after i wear it.

oh and here's something fun you guys could make me!

a SCRAPBOOK of all the photos of times we've had from 2006- 2010.
wheeeeeee.

that will be all.
yay.....im turning 17!
*shake shake* =)